PARIS — Manila Esposito, the bronze medalist on balance beam, stared like a deer in headlights in a packed post-competition news conference. As she began to talk, her voice barely audible, Simone Biles reached out, adjusted Esposito's microphone and nodded to the Italian gymnast that she was ready. Later, when the moderator asked an issue of Esposito's teammate Alice D'Amato, D'Amato took a moment to reply. The moderator began to assist her as Biles gently reminded the moderator that translating into the earpieces takes a while.
Every from time to time, a reminder comes: Simone Biles is 27 years old. This isn't her first rodeo. She knows a thing or two about microphones and translations, about success and even a bit about failure. Biles began competing internationally greater than a decade ago, as a 16-year-old with braces. She wasn't sufficiently old to drive. She wasn't sufficiently old to drink alcohol when she went to Rio in 2016.
Now she's married, but like a young bride asked after the ceremony when she plans to start out a family, Biles was asked what she considered Los Angeles before the competition in Paris had even ended. She initially responded with a non-answer. It can be nice to compete on her home turf, she admitted, but she also acknowledged that age isn't only a number. “I'm old,” she said, laughing.
She later vented her despair on X. “You really need to stop asking athletes what comes next after they win a medal at the Olympics,” she tweeted, adding, “Let's enjoy the moment we've worked our whole lives for.”
That's really the purpose, but in Biles' case, the message must be flipped. Everyone else needs to point out appreciation as an alternative of greedily wondering if we could enjoy more. It happens, after all. We get spoiled after which we're left despondent, desperate to not let go of something we've probably taken without any consideration. Biles is a continuing, a near sure thing in the game. Neither age nor injury nor abuse nor mental health issues have defeated her. She comes back each time, and so we're left with just one worry: What if that was it?
That could well be the case. Her coach, Cecile Landi, is leaving to grow to be head coach on the University of Georgia. Her husband and Biles' assistant coach, Laurent, will join her in a yr after their daughter graduates from college. It looks like the perfect transition. She doesn't have anything to prove anymore, but nonetheless, that's the appeal. Three years ago, there was nothing to prove anymore.
Then, worn out by the curves of Tokyo, Biles dug to the basis of her mental health issues. She confessed to being abused by Larry Nassar and bravely questioned USA Gymnastics' role within the matter before the Senate Judiciary Committee. She questioned her own “why,” a scary query for all of us, one that actually confronts us with what we would like and what we care about. Then she had the courage to confess that she had lost her way, that she had traded her love of gymnastics for answering a bell. Even braver was Biles, who put it right by taking a yr off from a sport where time is already unforgiving.
“Doing the work, the personal work, being here and performing is incredible,” said Laurent Landi. “It just shows how tough the mind is and that if you heal it properly, you can be very, very successful.”
It's barely fading. Biles spent all week here with a stubborn calf injury that she originally sustained before trials and tweaked here during qualifications. Doctors bandaged her leg throughout the competition, and while Biles downplayed the severity of the injury — “You're all curious,” she jokingly chided reporters when asked about it — Landi admitted it was about managing the pain, not eliminating it. Medication, treatment, ice, the same old care, all to make certain it “held,” quite unlike healing. “It bothered her, of course,” he said. “Did it affect her performance? I don't think so.”
Landi then grinned as if to say, “You tell me.” Four medals, three of them gold, greater than all but 22 countries which have competed in Paris to date.
The final day, after all, was imagined to be a crowning glory, a victory lap and a farewell. Instead, it revealed Biles' humanity. She was drained. She had competed here 4 of the five possible days. And she was mentally exhausted. The quest to right the ship in Tokyo weighed heavily on her. The event's finale felt strange, too. Instead of music playing because the gymnasts performed, Bercy Arena transformed right into a church, complete with wannabe church ladies egging on individuals who dared to react because the gymnasts performed a feat on the balance beam.
“We asked several times if we could have music or background noise,” Biles said. “So I'm not really sure what happened there.”
These aren't excuses, they're reality. The balance beam became the Hunger Games, with medals awarded to those that didn't fall. Three women, including Sunisa Lee, fell before Biles and two others were put through serious balance tests. But when Biles missed a landing and fell on her back layout step-out, the sector gasped. Later, after the competition was over and Biles had officially not won a medal, a mother in line on the Bercy Arena concession stand lamented to her young daughter, “I feel so sorry for Simone.” Her daughter responded, wide-eyed, “She fell,” as if she'd just watched DaVinci paint outside the lines or Beethoven miss a chord.
Whatever Simone Biles does next, her legacy will probably be considered one of excellence in gymnastics and, more importantly, leadership and courage off the mat. (Naomi Baker / Getty Images)
In her defense, the girl couldn’t have been greater than 8 years old, and Biles embodied Olympic perfection in her lifetime. Up until that balance beam final, Biles had competed in nine different Olympic events in her profession, including team, all-around and event finals. She had won a medal in each, and gold in seven of them.
Then her humanity had the audacity to strike again. Two hours after her fainting spell on the balance beam, Biles returned to the ground exercise, an event she has never lost on the Olympics or the World Championships. During warm-up, she landed awkwardly and appeared to sustain the identical calf injury. Despite receiving transient treatment, Biles still went out and landed her first tumble pass, restoring order to the universe. But on the second and fourth, Biles stepped out of bounds twice, costing her beneficial tenths of some extent, barely enough to secure her second place finish behind Brazil's Rebeca Andrade.
It's value noting that she botched two moves which might be named after her and that nobody else attempts. That's Biles' definition of failure.
Her definition of success? If you ask Biles, it's not the medals, but her strength. It's exactly what was on display on the ultimate day of competition: her authenticity. She's happy with what she's achieved, but she's even prouder of who she's grow to be and the people she's – rightly – helped.
“Putting mental health first and taking time for yourself, whether you're exercising or not, that's longevity,” she said. “Longevity in sports, especially, but also just for a better, healthier lifestyle.”
Not removed from Biles' competition venue, a girl walked down a Paris sidewalk, her friendly Australian Shetland Sheepdog trailing behind her. She stopped to talk with dog lovers who needed a fix. She's French, but in Paris to benefit from the Olympics, and when she learned her recent canine friends were from the U.S., she immediately said how much she enjoyed the “American gymnast.” She had seen Biles' documentary on Netflix and praised her for opening up the dialogue about mental health.
“I'm not an athlete,” she said, adding that she was still grateful that Biles made it OK to “talk” about personal issues. “I appreciate that.”
If that is the tip, we should always all appreciate Simone Biles.
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